CopE... copiNg

Yoz.. it's already the 4th day of cny!!

but it marks the end of my ATDO .. which means i have to FLY again tml.. :(

Just had a very short but adrenalin pumping trip yest to DPS... haiz.. Darn hard to work under pressure (both time + colleagues) plus its freaky to think that i am stepping into my 2nd mth of work.. but feel as though i have yet to master my scope of work.. shees.. i feel so stupid and retarded at times.. wonders if any of my batch mates feel this way too.. as it seems like they have pretty much familiarised themselves with they tasks..

I get all the nice talk like.. "you will get used to it".. "its a matter of time" followed by.. but "u better not take too long".. " try to get it all in asap" ^_^"

blah blah... Now i am just learning by the hard way through making mistakes.. just praying hard its not some life threatening Boo boo i make.. oh well.. what can i say.. like my bestie said, i chose this path myself and have to face it.. ya da...

dawn is the darkest period of the night but i believe i can make it through and see the sunrise awaiting for me << ha ah this is crap.. i am trying to translate it some chinese proverb :)