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Hello 2009!!!

2009-02-26T01:04:00.001+08:00

Ok this "hello 2009" post is a bit dated and should have came much earlier huh..

anyways am feeling alittle down, hence the want to post :(

See, thing is that after being in my job for some time, i kinda got "promoted" (or so as my mum exclaims) to work in another class of service. I had just been through all the necessary training last week which wasn't the bad part as i had the chance to catch up with my dearest friends whom were rostered for the training during the same 4 day period.

But now that the its time to put learning into practice, the REALity slowly sets in. I feel sick. S.I.C.K at the thought of having to report for work. Gosh, i wonder, really, how long will it take for me to get through this new stage.

The only something i am looking forward to now is the short holiday i have in march..

well, this is life huh.. as it is..

hmmm

2008-11-23T17:40:00.001+08:00

"i wished i was in your life as much as you are in mine.

i'm tired of yearning, being hopeful.

i really am."

:( sorry ):

Ouch!

2008-11-14T01:35:00.004+08:00

Damn.. my back's aching like a Bitch..

* hey i am starting to sound like kenny! *

But my back really hurts :(

Because i went for body combat class today, and it has been ages since i have been to one!

I guess i have to start admitting i am OLD *boo hoo hoo*

- Bleah -

Schadenfreude

2008-11-13T01:04:00.007+08:00

Watched Ave Q today with my sis and girlfriend, Hmmz learnt a new big German word

Schadenfreude

- satisfaction or pleasure felt at someone else's misfortune -

And to some extend i agree with what the play protrayed; that everyone is at least a l'll schadenfreude.

Don't we enjoy seeing ice-skaters land on their asses? Be under the shelter drinking coffee while watching others out in the rain? lol

* ponders *

* nods *

Aches

2008-10-10T02:09:00.002+08:00

Body aching..

Gym, Swim, Gym for the past 3 days!
Already half way through my annual leave... went to suntec to take my graduation pictures along with a couple of family shots. Must say they turned out really nice haha.. thanks to the pros! But will only be able to collect the prints ard 2 weeks later? As they need to do touch ups...

Ouch.. my hamstrings... shoulders... and back.. boo hoo hoo

but still gonna swim tml! need to get a tan :(

Roma

2008-10-08T02:13:00.004+08:00

My recent trip to rome was filled with fun, laughter, adventure and of course drama!

Haha drama stories are just too long to be shared and in some case, better not to be shared either.

Lets just enjoy some of the pics i took there!

The waiter at a cafe 'decorated' the coffees my friends bought... kinda creative Huh.. but the italians always think that 'us' chinese, start a conversation with 'Ni Hau' ! What a stereotype! I(must be from the PRCs) :P

Awww... the next three pictures are taken during my tiramisu quest in Rome! I just love the tiramisu in italy... its heavenly!

Followed by some sightseeing pics! The following pics are taken in vatican city.

The grapes i am holding in the pic below are served after my meal as desserts. They are small, cute and sweet. However, each tiny grape contained a rather huge seed, which made it rather tedious to eat, hence we gave up after only taking a small bunch.

A nightshot of the colosseum as seen below

A Funky topless convertible at a gas station i was at

Sitting down, posing in some random alley of some random town

Damn.. my 3rd day back home but i still cant recover from the jet lag and get myself to sleep early. Its already 3am .... better go get some rest.

Sad ( Part II )

2008-09-22T03:37:00.002+08:00

Hey yo all.. guess what!? I hurt the same finger at work today!! (refer to previous post) :(

Not by the sides anymore but right below my nail. Fxxked up siah...

so sorry my poor fingy

I guess i have to learn to be more careful, but then again, it wouldn't be an accident if i could avoid it right? Kay, i do not think i am making any point here.

Oh darn, it raining cats and dogs right now, a big bright lightning just flashed too!

Anyhow, a pat on my shoulder for surviving another aussie flight!

Now it's to go to bed.

Time's already 3.47am.

- Woots -

Sad

2008-09-19T02:04:00.002+08:00

Ouch !

Got injured recently during work. As you can see from the picture above, my middle finger of my left hand looks punctured by some dracula... ya ya.. The actual reason was i got too engrossed in work and the cart scraped against my finger and the edge of the ledge. Mind you, not once but twice, hence 2 holes. Hmmz surprisingly i had not felt much pain then, only after a while did i realise that it looked kinda gross with some skin gone.

Ok... i think i shall stop here before my readers puke their guts out and pardon my wrinkled looking hand. DAMN... this hand looks like it belongs to my grandpa... :(

all the mouisturisg aint helping much...

Sad!!

EmO

2008-08-30T23:08:00.005+08:00

I reopened the box of misc stuff i had left on the top shelf of my wardrobe since i shifted to this new place.

I saw the cards you made for me.

It has been years yet I could never bring myself to discard them as i felt i could have them for keepsakes.

But everytime i chance upon them, i cant help but to feel my heart wrench...

All filled with positivity and promises... were the days that i will never find again with you...

- EMO -

- eMo -

- emO -

ya la.. just wanna shout out " You are missed ! "

AALV (part 2) : Eventful day

2008-08-29T23:10:00.003+08:00

Alright... its my 2nd blog of the day.. why? cause its the last day of my annual leave and i decided to give it a summary! ha ha

Okie.. other then perth, the rest of my leave were spend in s'pore, catching up with friends, gymming and having time with family. However, 27th sept (wed) was one of the most happening day! SU AN aka pamelo head ger and me had a super eventful day.. what to do.. both of us were on annual leave and we've been deprived of alot of activities when we were working.

First: Our first activity was to head down to fabulous tan at cine coz our intial plan was to go tanning at sentosa but foiled by the bad weather. However as su an went ahead with her tanning, i did not get any as i felt my skin was too dry, instead i had feet therapy by the hungry fishes.. it was damn ridiculously ticklish la.. ha ha oh but although it was just a 10min trial, i felt it did remove some dead skin, making my feet smoother.

Second: We caught Royston Tan's new film 12 Lotus. Sad to say, i felt it wasnt that great. Though it was a touching storyline, i prefered 881.

Third: Was at Liang Seah street having bubble tea. They served warm bubble tea at Lai Lai's beef place :)

Fourth: KTV at Top One @ bugis.. we sang from 7pm - 11plus, just the both of us eh!

Fifth: Feeling we needed to club, we headed down to zouk for mambo nitE! Had screw driver, vodka lime, apple shots and mango kamikazi *yum* I kinda look high in the pic below hor? NO la.. i was sober kzz..

Alas the day came to an end... i turned in only at 4am? Tired but super satisfied! ha ha.. k la.. i need to log off now.. early shift tml!

-Toodles-

AALV (part 1) : PERTH

2008-08-29T22:35:00.006+08:00

After slogging at work for the past 7mths, i finally got my well deserved annual leave!! whaO whee.. part one of the leave was to be in Perth, enjoying its laid back lifestyle and catching up with close friends.

In short, the weather was cooling but the sun was good!

Me in budget terminal... now how often do you see that!

Justine baked us a mixed berry crumble cake/pie.. whatever you call it.. it was really gd la.. i loved it!!

Justine and her Donald :)

The handsome house cats; marcus and thomas :)

Shot in the airport

whao whao... what you see above is what i had for one of my breakfast.. its called the "no lunch breakfast" FOR REAL la.. i dun think i need to elaborate further why its named such...

Shopping took up two days of my trip.. dear tina shopped and shopped.. bought stuff for so many other ppl ha ha.. hey the $$glasses are darn cute yo :P and the saleperson aka lady beside me in the pic, came over to me and told me no photography was allowed in store... UNLESS.. she added.. she was in the pic too, LOL.. Kewl.. aussies are just so nice.. ppl in perth are actually really friendly.

The other days in perth were spent visiting wineries and chocolate factories in swan valley, watching DVDs, having steamboat and bbq at home.

ALas it was time to go home... i guess good times/things all have to come to an end -bleah-

Get to know yourself better

2008-08-19T01:46:00.002+08:00

I find this quiz to be rather accurate!

Your view on yourself :

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on educationEducation is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

try it out! http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

~ Perth ~

2008-04-04T00:52:00.003+08:00

Perth was so cool... trip there was nice

Reached my hotel at ard midnite to discover that my room had no complimentary water, hence i had to venture out into the cold dead streets, walk for about 10mins to get to the nearest 24hr convenience store to get mineral water n macdonald's which was just beside the store.

The streets were freezing but at least i have my mac nuggets n fries with me back to the hotel. But who can expect, shortly after my mac.. i experienced a tummy upset.. which lasted till the very next morning.. :(

But on the bright side, i got to meet up with dearest Justine and Donald.. Sigh.. had to cancel our booking for a buffet lunch but settled for dim sum at a chinese restaurant in Perth's so called unofficial chinatown, as it was just an area where a couple of chinese restaurants were congregated at .

Then Donald drove us to harbourtown where factory outlet stores were located. It was just a double storey shopping complex where one can find brands such as Nike, Adidas, Cotton On and Levis. However, i wasnt really in the mood for shopping, hence i only got a NIKE cap. *Am really regretting not buything this winter jacket now.. so justine.. if u read this, help me go back and but it ok!* -grinz-

Oh well... i had gelare at harbourtown though! It was a tuesday and waffles were all @ half price, just like spore!

Hmmz dropped by their home before i went back to my hotel. Saw their two cats which are Ohh so adorable and timid :P And of course their vege garden... ha ha.. with lettuce? cherry tomatos? I enjoyed my perth trip alot! really hope to go back soon again! but minus the tummy upset :)

- Justine n Donald -

- Justine and me @ a park near e dim sum restuarant -

Chasing Pavements - Adele

2008-03-28T01:57:00.002+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qz7vGW2_5c0

Chasing Pavements - Adele

Ive made up my mind

dont need to think it over

if im wrong i am right

dont need to look no further

this aint lust i know this is love

but if i tell the world

i'll never say enough

cos it was not said to you

and thats exactly what i need to do

if i end up with you

should i give up

or should i just keep chasing pavements

even if it leads no where

or would it be a waste

even if i knew my place should i leave it there.

i build myself up

and fly around in circles

waiting as my heart drops

and my back begins to tingle

finally could this be it

or should i give up

or should i just keep chasing pavements

even if it leads nowhere

Why wHy? can someone tell me why?

2008-03-26T01:21:00.005+08:00

Sometimes i feel so silly.. sometimes i feel that i deserve it.. sometimes i think its alright to do so.. sometimes i know karma will come back to me.. but most of the times.. i cant help but to fall into it...

fall

fall

fall

fall

deeper

deeper

into the path that cannot be reverted....

Beijing!

2008-03-26T00:43:00.005+08:00

Whao.. time passes really fast amd its the end of my off days again! Came back from beijing on monday.. With nice ppl to work with, friend to meet up in beijing and plans to look forward to when i return, it was such a great trip! :P

Really thankful for Daryln meeting me and bringing me around Beijing~ Woke up as early as 8am on the sunny sunday and met him straight at wang fu jing shopping district for gai gai.. Took a cab down from my hotel which didn't cost me too much.. only about $5? Then we walked down to Tian An Men... the crowd was crazy~ Surprising full of local tourists as according to Daryln, lots of chinese from different parts of China come to visit the Tian An Men and Forbidden City as it is a national icon of China..

Unfortunately as a result of the crowd n time constraints, i decided to leave, and visit forbidden city during my next trip to Beijing. :)

Next we carried on with our shopping spree.. ha ha went Xi Dan and another mall which i cannot recall its name now :P

The experience really changed my perception of China fashion, maybe because it was in Beijing, being a modern capital, fashion wasn't too bad and prices were cheap ha ha.. but ok.. also partially due to my good fren's clever bargaining skills. Ended buying like a pair of shoes, a sling bag, three belts and four caps.. ha ha.. would have bought so much more if i had brought my cargo bag with me! *darN*

The day ended with a late lunch at a japanese restaurant. Just feels so great meetin up with people i know in a foreign land. Sometimes i just cant really believe how lucky i am.. the lifestyle i am leading... I think i should cut down on complaining and start counting how fortunate i am heh

Caught a couple getting married at beijing hotel. According to Daryln, it is super expensive to hold a wedding here.. just look at the size of the LIMO... plus when the couple alighted, confetti was flying everywhere :)

- Entrance of Tian An Men, where we see Mr Mao's portrait -

- Daryln n Me -

- The 'Local' tourists, usually the older generation, and they wear caps of the same colour -

- Opp Tian An Men where the parliment is... loads of people too! -

ICN-SFO

2008-03-15T18:20:00.004+08:00

Its been a while since i blogged... just came back from my first 4 sector/8 day trip to the states yesterday.

Whao.. was tiring but at the same time fun, thanks to the fun and sporting colleagues i had with me!

Highlights of the trip include:

1) I met 2 frens during this long trip, first was meeting nor on my first sector up to seoul. How lucky to bump into him there as he happened to be back from van-couver. He brought me the yummy saba-fish joint that i have heard so much off.. yum yum.. eh but unfortunately, i was too overwhelmed by the food.. that i forgot to snap pictures!

The second person i met was my sleeping partner - YES, its u Ms farah- in san francisco! It was kinda planned, yet, unplanned for us to meet, but alas the timing was just too perfect for us.. ha ha. Thnks for making me shop for lingerie with you in Vic secrets ya *roll eyes* Nevertheless, had the greatest time shopping with u and sharing with u the french twist story, but Sorry that i hadn't end our meeting with a proper farewell.. was too engrossed with shopping in A&F!

- Ms Farah and moi -

- Along the streets of frisco -

2) Visiting Fisherman's Wharf - having the 'must eat' clam chowder n sour dough bread.

- The 'must eat' clam chowder n sour dough bread -

- Beautiful tulips as my background -

3) Visiting Lotte World in Seoul!

- Acting cute *bleah* as i was told my poses were boring :P -

- Riding the horses with nicole -

- This painting was featured in a korean drama *Tian Guo De Jie Ti* -

- The names of the mascotts are Lotty and Lorry *WTF* -

- Detained in Denis Jail -

4) Having my long awaited ginseng chix in Myong Dong!

- Wonderful tasing soup! Finally found this after many disappointing experiences -

London!!!

2008-02-26T01:54:00.012+08:00

Aww.. i am such a lazy blogger.. haven blogged for so long :)

Alrights.. came back the day before from LOndon! WOW.. a perk of my job is that it really brings me to places i would otherwise not even have the luxury of visiting yet.

It's such a long ride up London (ard 14hrs) but surprising work was rather easy due to the light load we had and nice colleagues i worked with..

Followed by sight seeing with Amirah in the foreign land! She's great.. great as a working colleague and a great hangout khaki that roamed London with me.. plus this was the 3rd consecutive flight we did together! almost can couple code already lol.. just kiddin :P a friendship was build la...

I shopped at oxford circus and spend quite abit in Primart, Saintsbury, Topshop, H&M, Selfrigdes and co.. yada yada... food was exp too.. not to mention the transport :P

For one regret was that i had no chance to watch any Plays, till my next trip it shall be!

Hmmz.. The work back to SIN was however tedious.. work work work.. the passengers can really eat.. drink and eat and drink.. To top it off.. i had a 'not too good' working environment; for all those whom get what i mean.. all just because of one person.. but well.. it wasnt the worse yet.. rather typical behaviour.. so ya.. i survived it :)

The motivation was there.. to return home and just fall back into my comfort zone; Where i know my family and friends are! :)

Only when i unpacked my bag had i start to reflect on all the uncessary items i bought.. and course the ones i felt were actually over priced :P Oh well.. nevertheless, retail therapy works for me all the time~ so it was more important that i felt good then~ ha ha

Lets hit the photos~ Oh did you ppl know you could click on my thumbnails to enlarge the pics?

- A real fire place in the hotel lobby -

- Camden Town where all the punks hang out -

- Back view of Amirah (appearing anonymous) -

- London tower bridge as the backdrop -

- Happen to hear Big Ben strike its bells when i was there -

- London eye; I felt that it was actually smaller than the Singapore Flyer! -

- Querky, cheeky washroom signs i spotted outside a pub -

CopE... copiNg

2008-02-10T16:28:00.000+08:00

Yoz.. it's already the 4th day of cny!!

but it marks the end of my ATDO .. which means i have to FLY again tml.. :(

Just had a very short but adrenalin pumping trip yest to DPS... haiz.. Darn hard to work under pressure (both time + colleagues) plus its freaky to think that i am stepping into my 2nd mth of work.. but feel as though i have yet to master my scope of work.. shees.. i feel so stupid and retarded at times.. wonders if any of my batch mates feel this way too.. as it seems like they have pretty much familiarised themselves with they tasks..

I get all the nice talk like.. "you will get used to it".. "its a matter of time" followed by.. but "u better not take too long".. " try to get it all in asap" ^_^"

blah blah... Now i am just learning by the hard way through making mistakes.. just praying hard its not some life threatening Boo boo i make.. oh well.. what can i say.. like my bestie said, i chose this path myself and have to face it.. ya da...

dawn is the darkest period of the night but i believe i can make it through and see the sunrise awaiting for me << ha ah this is crap.. i am trying to translate it some chinese proverb :)

Back from zurich for CNY!! wheee

2008-02-06T03:25:00.000+08:00

OMG.. it has been more than a year since the last time i blogged!!

Decided to revive my blog as i shall see it as an outlet to distress and/or to share interesting experiences.

As a matter of fact, as my parents drove me to the airport last friday when they started nagging about me not having a blog as it is a good outlet to let out my emotions, just as how they used to write diaries in the past, so this is for you mummy and daddy!

My trip to switzerland had been pretty alright, esp with a motivating and inspiring crew in charge. I was also blessed to have a whole flight excellent complex leaders whom made me had an ease of mind regardless of whom i might be working with.

At times, i just can't help but to wonder why people can be so different in personalities, the mean and sarcastic VS the understanding and forgiving etc..

The weather in Zurich was cold, supposed to be 0 deg but it didnt seem as cold as shanghai. Then again, it was prob due to the rain in shanghai.

We arrived on saturday and had a late lunch. Being 7hrs being spore, i was kinda lost in transition :P Only to my horror that the next day, Sunday, all shops and super markets were closed, the lazy ppl.. ha ha but thankfully, as the hotel was near to the airport, we made a trip to the airport for our meal on sunday, and to our surprise, we found an even bigger Migros supermarket... open for business... ha ha .. so yeah i bought more chocolates... wafers.. chocolates.. :P

Through the trip, I hanged out with two other colleagues, one of them a returning mother while the other a 'cheongster' chix.. ha ha had a great time n chatted alot of personal stuff... and i really mean personal stuff... Oh well, at least it was finally not just work related or comparison of stations blah blah ;)

Unfortunately, i did not manage to visit any snowy mountains (was too costly) or take part in city tours this trip (no one seem interested) but i have collected these brochures and am sure to check out the place the next time i travel to Zurich!

The sector back to SIN was cool too.. pax were friendly and warm as compared to the way up :) Moreover i was heading home for CNY!

I did however realised that when someone works, he/she may have a different character or set of expectations for you as compared to being off duty, as so i observed from this FSS, so ya.. she snapped... zapped.. 'slapped' *geez*

Some pics to share...

The view from my hotel room

Outside the hotel.

Hotel's open car park

Waiting for colleagues

Saw this plane soaring thru the bright blue sky~

i Need you like the sUn needs the skY ???

2007-01-23T11:53:00.000+08:00

Time helps to ease the pain, but have u really been forgotten? can u be replaced? *ponders* I hate you, for being so nice in the beginning. I thank you, for giving in the first place.

Hello 2007!!

2007-01-01T01:46:00.000+08:00

Attended the heartland countdown at cck with my mum. Saw celebrities like Kelly Poon, Huang Zhiyang and Kaira Gong performing.

10... 9... 8... 7... 6... 5... 4... 3... 2... 1... the colourful balloons overhead fell onto the cheering crowd, i felt something i wasn't anticipating.. in fact i was amazed.

The worst sense of lonliness hit me. I felt as though i almost had difficulty breathing. Maybe deep down i was just trying to escape the emptiness within by mingling with the crowd.

Nevertheless.. i know it will be a better year for me and all around me!

To anyone reading this, you are loved by Me~ ;)

Think about this >>>

2006-09-02T15:46:00.000+08:00

Goodbye is never an easy thing 2 say,but,it was inevitable dat we would come to this day.it's the hardest thing i have 2 do,and the lord noes,it's killing me 2 let go of u.My mind tells me my emotions aren't true.but,my heart cannot deny dat i've fallen 4 u.Once again,i've let myself down, now all i do is weep and frown.My dreams are of u holding me in ur tight embrace and the memories i'd wanted are now erased.You've made me feel emotions i've never felt b4, dat's y it's so hard 2 close this loving door.But now, it's time to say good bye,bcoz as always,great things have an end.

Who I Want to Meet:
you noe who u are...

Oftentimes we say goodbye to the person we love without wanting to. Though that doesnt mean that we've stopped loving them or we've stopped to care. Sometimes goodbye is a painful way to say I love you."

it's not easy being me...

Where is your heart?

2006-08-28T19:59:00.000+08:00

I love the song where is your heart by kelly clarkson...

- you hurt me so bad but i still miss you.. how ironic -

I feel that one must be goal driven in life, without a goal, everything you do seems meaningless.

I have found mine.. to cover up something else.. do u understand what i am saying?

BleaHhh

2006-06-20T15:51:00.000+08:00

Oh Noo... it's been like ages since i last blogged and miss hy is prob not reading this anymore lol

Feel so sad for kenlovescarrots haha.. such a cute blog name ya.. haha yesH hit the back of my head pleaseeee... even my new lappy isn't motivating me to blog..

But hey it could be good newS.. considering that my blog is full of my complains.. it prob concludes i have nothing much to comment about.. heh..

Other than i think i am unattractive.. too skinny.. uGly.. poor... Un^talented.. :P

The world is still going round.. how i wish i wake up tml and become a hunk! *cross fingers*

DarN~

2006-05-12T01:49:00.000+08:00

Dear ben... if you are reading this...

Thanks for being 1 hr late ben'maggot'.. thanks for screwing up the timing... thanks for making me sweat like a pig...all the crap.. and now that i have failed my interview you are gonna be my reason and excuse to help me feel better.. haha you know... if we were on time.. i wouldn't have........... interviewer...

That auntie must have though i looked smart and wanted to hear my superb answers... only to realise i am himbotic with not much brains.. maybe if i colour my hair black i can think better...

This whole expeience is so exciting and fun.. no wonder i just go back for more.. am i mad.. haha maybe only ben will understand what i mean haha... Eh n ur fren is cute too..

Bleah.. i am sleepy...

So where is my drink? Oh i still hate you... i hope you will grow a pimple on ur face tml! *eviL grinZ*

ArgHhhh !@#$%%$#!

2006-05-03T22:36:00.000+08:00

I finally completed my last assignment for this semester and sent it to my tutor!

Damn was it fucking frustrating... everything was fine till my sis came home and my mum started arguing with her again. So many times.. so so so many fXXking times i told my mum to let go and keep her cool.. no point yelling and getting herself fed up due to some things she know she can't change.. well i dun blame her.. after all it's her children and of course she hopes she can change them.. But its not like we are doing anything illegal or taking drugs.. !! but why not look at the positive side.. cool it and everyone be happy..

DamNnn pissed.. why? cause in the end i get told off too.. in the midst of completing my assignment..

I hate this, i know that i do not contribute alot to the family but at least i am doing as much as i can.. i need to be told of what to do.. Mum.. its not that i do not want to help you but you have to tell me excatly what you need help in.. you can't assume nor take for granted that i know everything because i live under the same roof.. i can't read your mind and stop complaining that i have no heart in helping you...

TAT IS SO NOT TRUE.. I JUST NEED CLEARER INSTRUCTIONS !!

*roll eyes*

TaKe it easY? sounds easy...

2006-04-25T01:41:00.000+08:00

I am still mugging for my assignment that's due on wed... in fact i have done most of it already but you know how i would always tell myself that i would refer back.. check and add on stuff??

I suddenly feel like there's nothing to add.. i think i will just submmit as it is tml.. haha..

Take things easy in life... i feel like i have nothing to add into the chapter of my life too.. i want to be more carefree... i want to not think so much... haha but ppl tend to contradict themselves too..

On one hand someone tells you to enjoy yourself to the fullest today and spend if it makes you happy because you would not know what would happen tml.. but on the other hand another says u got to start planning and saving for the future which also makes sense as the possiblilty of ur life going on is like much higher?

So hard.. so hard to strike the balance between both...

Again i emphasize that life is fragile.. i gotta learn to take things in stride..

Maybe that's why i like to take self pics.. i can't seem to express myself any better..

Rehiz everyone!

2006-04-17T16:01:00.000+08:00

A bigggG Hello.. to all i do not know but are reading this blog of mine.. eh but to think ppl prob gave up coming here after realising that i have not blogged for so long eh.. hmmmz..

Went to ben's blog and found this handwriting test.. since he said it was accurate.. i gave it a try!

I think it is really kinda accurate!! haha but the handwriting does not do justice la ok.. considering that i use the mouse to 'write'.

It has some questions for you too.. so the analysis isn't entirely on ur handwriting...

Oh well.. been raining these days.. always in the evening too.. frenz told me it's due to qing minG.. Bleah.. anyway gonna meet my colleagues for dinner later.. going shopping b4 that haha..

Sigh.. another day passing by.. assignment date nearing so are my examSsss *helPppp mEEeee*

;P

The results of your analysis say:

You plan ahead, and are interested in beauty, design, outward appearance, and symmetry.
You are a shy, idealistic person who does not find it easy to have relationships, especially intimate ones.
You are negative, fearful, resistant, doubtful, and/or selfish.
You are a talkative person, maybe even a busybody!
You are self-confident and like to bring attention to yourself.

What does your handwriting say about YOU?

So sick

2006-01-12T12:08:00.000+08:00

Been raining still.. and i am officially sick.. haha weird thing is that i am not down with flu and cough etc but i am down with food posioning.. think i took something wrong... Sure feels bad when u can't eat or drink anything... with the stomach cramps and sharp pains...

*bleaH* have been puking since yesterday and today's my 2nd day of MC from work.. oh dear.. it sure costs to fall ill.. money goes out to the medication and consultation plus.. lost of imcome at work.. :( big loss.. LOL..

Damn.. i am becoming calculative..

But i just wanna build up my health now..

RaINy daYs

2006-01-10T18:54:00.000+08:00

Its been raining.. raining and raining these days... so troublesome to go out :(

oH well.. went to driving lessons this morning and to realise that my intructor forgot to book the circuit for me.. :( had to drive around the same old boring estate area instead... plus.. it was raining...

Hmmz then in the afternoon i went for my haircut!! heh.. so cool the salon was at heeren... and it came out just as how i wanted it to be.. at last.. found a stylist that could do something decent... =)

Hmmz.. think i am falling sick... not feeling too good... thanks to the fantastic weather...

Something to share with you peeps >>>>

These are the cupcakes that my relative gave out for their son's 1st month celebration.. looks damn cute and yummy right? muahahaha all MINE! Go away'!
hmmz.. love the icing.. Oh think i should start watching my diet... been eating so unhealthy recently...

Unpaid sundaY

2006-01-07T23:25:00.000+08:00

Whao... another week just passed haha... my boss flew to japan today ... yippie.. so happy for her.. and of course myself as she will be away for the whole of next week *horrRay* no more of her mood swings :P

Hmmz... have this training prog going on tml.. oh dear.. gotta reach there by 830am.. sheer torture.. and i dun get paid.. damn... somemore my team has to wear yellow coloured tops.. oh well.. made trevor and me shop for it the whole evening hhaa.. yah i know.. i happen not to own anything yellow...

Ended up buying this plain tee from topshop.. ok at least i liked it :) Arm actually i bought 2 plain tops.. another's green... cause then i get 20% discount? (bleaH) yeah... yeah...

Oh dear.. mum told me about this G2000 warehouse sale going on.. hope i can psycho my parents to go with me tml.. i wun be able to find that ulu warehouse myself.. *cross fingers* By the way it's so late now.. why aren't they home yet?? Hmmmmmmm

BaccaraT

2006-01-02T23:26:00.000+08:00

Muahaha went to baccarat at royal the plaza hotel today for lunch.. HAven heard of this place? haha i am not surprised.. It's this buffet place that surves damn bloody great food lah... think it opened like 2 mths back? now they are having a 4 ppl dine for 3's price.. but still eventually we paid like close to $30 bucks per person. Oh well.. it was meant to be a celebration for my mum.. her bdae's on the 1st of jan.. how coOl... ;)

( ahhHhh oysters from canada.. plus all the exquisite dishes )

( Raw fishies... oh man.. feel guilty eating raw fish everytime.. dunno why )

( Apple with creamy sauce.. the apple damn small one.. should be called cherry apple.. or adam apple.. -_- )

( This is the best!! Chocolate coated fruits.. armm sorry but cant really tell wat fruits are these anymore.. haha think i over did it a little.. should only coat it on one side but i twirled the stick of fruit under the chocolate fountain in a 360 deg manner)

haha couldn't resist the 4 tier chocolate fountain.. was simply in heaven...

( This is me.. after 1 1/2 hours of lunching.. )

This is a Must try restaurant.. contact me for details muAhaha

Countdown to 2006!!!

2006-01-02T23:05:00.000+08:00

This is so cool.. 31st Dec 05 was one of my most 'happening' countdown to a new year :)

I checked into hotel roxy mecure for a stay.. haha but i have to admit it was a lil boring at the start... Kelvin drove us to changi for dinner.. yum yum.. took chilli crabs somemore.. then we jalan here.. jalan there.. till we decided to head back to the hotel and drink...

( I Love my vodka )

( Toast to the nEw YEAR!! )

( Cant wait to drink ;P )

( Everyone was getting high and started playing funny games.. )

Then after too drunk to bother taking photos LOL..

Anyway... at 12 midnight we countdown by watching TV haha.. channel 5 had like a coundown prog? i know.. damn anti climax.. haha

Well well.. Just wanna say Happy new year to all out there.. it's a new year.. new beginning... Hope everyone has made their resolutions ans shall stick by them :)

Life is short.. so enjoy every Minute..

CheerS!
Ken

HmmmmZ

2005-12-30T22:28:00.000+08:00

LOVE dOes nOt make the worLd go RounD,

LOVE only mAkes the riDe worThwhilE??

*ponders*

eMotions

2005-12-28T22:27:00.000+08:00

Feeling abit down today after hearing from so many of my camp friends reagrding a bad news. News about this guy from a different platoon had passed away in a motorcycle accident.

Thing is i never really liked him alot as he used to be this loud and irritating guy.. :) but suddenly upon learning about his mishap... lots of flashbacks came back to me.. ironically i would say memories that i would laugh at. His funny acts, making a fool of himself etc.

haha... guess this is life.. treasure each day and remember making a new friend is always better than an enemy.

A Beginning

2005-12-27T23:58:00.000+08:00

Hey i finally started a new blog since my last one like 4 years back??

Feel like a new start for the approaching new year. Actually i really got inspired after viewing afew of my frenz blogs.. esp ben's .. daMn cooL... so this is a tribute to you too..

Shall keep this first entry short..

hear from me soon!